My mom’s been drinking. Now she’s acting a fool. And they’re downstairs arguing.
I’m depressed. And alone. And this house is not helping.
I thought about cutting today for the first time in a while.
But I didn’t do it.
I also started reading the Art of Happiness by the Dali Lama today…
They’re downstairs yelling now.
I don’t have any energy to start crying.
So for now, I’ll just listen to the Pharcyde. And daydream about what I wish life was like.
This is an ugly world.
· #words from the heart